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It’s as though as the universe wanted me to see something when I abruptly woke up at 4am in the morning. As i came across this picture, I could feel every inch of me letting out a silent scream. The emotional pain rippled through and it just felt like everything had ended. The rest of the day was just a splitting headache that prevented me from doing anything productive.. sigh. I really dont have…

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You avoiding me? Others finding out about what I did? Not being able to step foot there again? I guess it really doesnt feel as bad after writing it out. Ultimately, it seems like I'm just really afraid of people finding out about the rejection and being ashamed by it? haha.. It's funny cos after kick starting my business and receiving countless rejections and ghosting, I got over them very easily…

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It's been awhile since I've seen you dress up nicely. you look pretty :) I wonder if everyone else there felt that invisible wall or air of awkwardness between us. Perhaps it's just me. Meanwhile, I'm still here beating myself up over nothing. Day by day things seem to slip further and further away~ Why isn't there a reset button - If only I had the chance to respond differently..! meh

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Such a long and tiring day today~ How are you today? I missed you.. as much as I’m trying to not see you to hopefully get over this quicker, I still wish I could. I never asked to start to feel towards you this way, but it happened. And now i that I’ve been so distracted by you for the last 2 months, I really need to get back to being focused on work again :( but i miss you. how are you today? I…

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It's been a really long time since I had to resort to dumping my thoughts out on the web. SIGH. How did it even turn out like this? Things had appeared to move along quite nicely, and then one day I HAD to be persistent. I simply asked your mum a question and she gave such a cryptic yet suggestive answer that it pushed me to do something I normally wouldn't. I've always been a coward when it came…

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